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Blahs, one year :(

June 7th, 2013 at 02:28 am

Ugh. Did it again. Posted without saving.

Not feeling great at all today - in fact had a bad episode of light headedness around ten - think was partly due to not eating much for breakfast.

One of my students got miserably sick today. My assistants took care of the rest of the class while I waited with the student for someone to pick him up.

Tomorrow should be fairly easy - one of my assistants is taking care of math, and the afternoon is pretty much used up with The Lorax movie.

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Today is one year since my dad died. Been dreading it for awhile - not sure how I'd take it/react. NE has been truly amazing and special and supportive - especially the past few days. I think that has helped a lot. It probably also helped that I've been so busy/exhausted and haven't had a whole lot of time to think about it. So much I'd like to tell my dad about what's happened, so much I'm sad about that he might miss out on in the future.

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Speaking of exhaustion .. 6 nights in a row with 5 hours or less of sleep - no matter what time I go to bed. Tonight I'm thinking of taking some generic Nyquil and seeing if it will help me get at least more than 5 hours.

Will be going into town tomorrow to pick up the NON generic Synthroid. Hopefully this will help soon.

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My June car payment should be going out tomorrow I think. two payments closer to payoff Smile

Didn't come even close to SBs goal today and am not going to bother trying (especially with one single search win of 6 ...gah!_)

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NE sent me a Firehouse song (one of the *many* super sweet things over the past few days) and that has gotten me on a long hair band kick - Firehouse, Journey, etc. Gotta love youtube right?

8 Responses to “Blahs, one year :(”

  1. creditcardfree Says:
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    ((Hugs)) Anniversaries of loss can be hard. Do what you can to get some sleep.

  2. snafu Says:
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    Hope you can unwind and relax for a good night sleep. Please check with pharmacist before choosing/taking any OTC product to make certain it's not counter productive. Some drugs react negatively with another.

  3. My English Castle Says:
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    I think the combination of the school year ending and the anniversary of your loss must be very hard. Be kind to yourself. If you were talking to a good friend, what would you tell them to do? Go for a walk? Buy yourself some flowers? Read something good? Then give yourself the same advice. Take care of you.

  4. PNW Mom Says:
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    Hugs to you.....

  5. FrugalTexan75 Says:
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    Thanks all. (yah, was going to bed, but my youtube kick ... ended with Whitney. Good place to end I think. Smile )

  6. LuckyRobin Says:
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    Lack of sleep is miserable. I hope you sleep better tonight. I know how you are feeling about your dad. I had the same mixed emotions earlier this year when I hit the one year mark with my dad's death. Hang in there.

  7. MonkeyMama Says:
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    Just sending ((HUGS)). I hope the medication at least helps you physically and sleep-wise.

  8. Looking Forward Says:
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    ((HUGS))

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